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#290 . And that's the end of that chapter .

Thu, 12 Nov 2009 10:45:14 GMT

As the title suggests, this will be the end of blogging at ailingtastic.blogdrive.com.
Along with a multitude of other interests that I've lost a passion for; blogging will be another thing that I cease.
It's been a great 2 years here where I've poured out my heart and soul in words for the whole world to see. You few people who often come to my site have seen me grow and what I would like to propose - 'mature'.
I would suggest - that is, if you have the time and patience, to read my earlier entries on this blog where you can find notable differences in the 15 year old me compared to the present 17 year old self. The 15 year old me enjoyed what we like to call 'ranting' on society's folly, where as 17 year old me enjoyed not only to rant about that but to talk about... jackshit. Or maybe I've been talking about jackshit for the past 2 years? Well nonetheless, it's been enjoyable for me :)
Hmm, where am I going to go now when I need to get things off my chest? Obviously to talk about these issues with an actual person and not typed into a computer LOL, but sometimes writing out my feelings and knowing that it's out there public for everyone to read and empathise with is quite comforting.
Mmm, I will miss blogging.
Who knows? I might create another blog next year detailing the not-so-great adventures of Ailing Huang LOL :)
Though if you guys find that you miss me a hell lot or just wanna chatz && shiezz then contact me thru tthese sittezzzz ;) (HAHA, I don't actually know why I typed like that ">.>)

This is my final...
Byebye.

#289 . ♥ Never Ever - Faydee .

Mon, 02 Nov 2009 08:58:11 GMT

Oh, many apologies for my lack of blogging :0 I've been incredibly lazy since my last exam which was Maths on Tues. LOL, 11 more days until my last exam - fART. HAHA, does anyone not understand that when I say fART, it means Art? I've left many people confused and thinking I'm a weirdo-beirdo but nay, I am nay weird :0

Oh.. HSC Maths exam! Wow, I think that was the best maths exam I've ever done in the past two years of high school considering I only studied the night before + morning of the exam. Pretty damn awesome! I think I passed? :S I reckon this years paper was easier than previous years. But then again, I can't say that shit because I'm completely hopeless at maths! Damn, band 2 for maths aye? :( I'm a disgrace to the Asian stereotype of being super smart at maths and science :( I am the fAILING :(

Hmm, I'm just trying to remember what I've been up to since last Tues. I think the highlights from the past week would be on Thursday - I was actually planning on going to the library to study but umm... I ended up working at Livo Boost for about 10mins. HAHA, before you start asking me questions and your imagination going into over drive. What exactly happened was - I was hanging out with my friend, Ryan, who works there and he asked me if I wanted to come into the stall and make some drinks (his boss wasn't working btw) and I said yes HAHA! So I was in there for about 10mins making drinks for customers - probably poisoning the shit out of them and what not! LOL even though that was probably illegal or whatevz, I had so much fun! I wouldn't mind working there because eventually you'll get used to it.
Man, I can not wait until I get a job :0 It might be nice if someone called me up to schedule a bloody interview ==" Man, rejection sucks :(

I went to the U18s event, Envy, at Casula Powerhouse on Saturday night. LOL, yeah it sounds a bit TB, aye? U18's LOL but ahh well, this will suffice until I get a fakie or turn 18 for real. It was a great night actually :D I got super awesome recordings of Rhiannon and Nacho Pop from SYTYCD dancing but they're pretty large files so I'm not really bothered to upload them. And OMG, watching Faydee performing (L)(L)(L) It was fucking awesome! And you know what else is fucking awesome? I was one of the lucky bitches to score a free Faydee album! Chyeahhhhhh kidzzzzzzz, kidz kidz kidzzzz!!! HAHAHA :D:D & I also saw friends whom I haven't seen in a very long time on Sat night which was also fantastic :)

I bought a new pair of heels on the weekend. When I put these babies on, ohmygoodness... I was in love with them! :0

LOL, yeah as you can tell, I've worn them down a bit since Saturday night. I didn't wear any gel cushions or whatevz to protect my feet and so I got the worst blisters on my feet :0 They're the size of my head... almost. HAHA! I wish our feet were programmed to be immune to blisters and what not - it seriously takes away the fun in looking sexy and tall :(
Oh btw, I bought these Bessica heels at G.G. Moda: Shoes & Bags which is just outside of Livo Westfields (main entrance) for $60. Awesome bargain! (y)
Oh, but I also must mention that these heels are difficult to walk in if your feet are sweating like crazy inside the heels :| BUT! These heels are pretty comfortable to dance in; you can last pretty long :)

Byebye.

#288 . Ahh, that was fucking painful .

Mon, 26 Oct 2009 07:56:56 GMT

Ancient History was painful. I made up so much bullshit but I think I did pretty well considering I left most of my studying to this morning kekeke.

Fuck, don't judge me!

Who else is anxious to find out how appalling my marks are on the 16th of Dec (I think that's the date) and my ATAR on the 17th?

I haven't started studying for maths yet (n).

Fuck, I'm going to fail this so badly. Ahhh, what am I gonna do in the future? I seriously doubt I'll even be able to get 78+ ATAR. It's not looking good at all :|

I feel sorry for my parents :(

Hmm...

Byebye.

#287 . Cutie .

Sun, 25 Oct 2009 08:46:01 GMT

Just procrastinating away, HA!
I found a piccie of this cute little boy I found on the Mossimo Kids website ages ago that I saved on my computer. How cute is he, aye? :0

I'm definitely making my kids rock Mossimo. They'll be the stylish and the cutest little cuties that ever cute'ed the planet? HAHA.. err.. ">.>
I know that does sound really superficial to dress children up in expensive/brands and what not because it could make them grow up to be selfish, spoilt brats and the fact that it kinda deters away from them being actual kids to what, models? an accessory? if you want to go as far as that. And what? It being a huge, financial strain on the family to be buying the kids clothes that they're gonna wear out of in a few months.. HAHA hmm.. okay, now I'm having second thoughts LOL.
But I still think it'd be cute to just have a few branded clothes for the little kiddies to wear and little Nike sneakers... awww! OMG, I'm crazy. HA, this has got me all excited to have kids... not good! :|:|

Anyway, I never realised how many notes I do NOT have for Ancient History. Oh, fuck! :|
I'm feeling the stress now, but I don't know what to do when I have no notes for a whole fucking topic :| Ahhhh, fuck! :S:S:S
And there's so fucking much to remember for Ancient as well. Ahh, geez!

I've forgotten about Maths. I cbf. I'm not kidding. Whatever. Fuck Maths. Fuck my ATAR :(
I can't believe I've already given up... well given up on Maths. Gonna try for Ancient (yn).

Mmm... c'mon Ailing!

I pretty much finish in TWO days. How exciting :D:D:D LOL, I've forgotten all about Art... :S

Byebye.

#286 . Well done, Huangry .

Fri, 23 Oct 2009 05:13:54 GMT

I think I did a good job in today's exam (English paper 2) considering I had about an hour and a half of sleep (y).
Yeah, my sleeping patterns are fucking screwed. I know.
And also considering I spent about 2 hours only going through my notes, trying to remember quotes, techniques and explanations.

Well done, well done :D:D

Paper 2 was actually quite easy. I got all stressed and paranoid about it for no reason. All three modules were essays and so straight forward.

However, I only wrote 3 pages for module 1 - I ran out of time and left out my concluding sentence on my last point, and I also left out my conclusion :S though, I did get most important points down but they were really brief and I didn't elaborate on them. (I left this one last).
Comparative study: Bladerunner and Frankenstein
The question asked about how these two texts dealt with disruption and identity?

Module 2 - The beginning of it towards the middle's pretty good but then towards the end, it gets rushed and cheesy :S because I was trying to manage my time better (I did this section second)
Poetry: Gwen Harwood
The question asked about something to do with human experiences and how memory is a significant part of it? Hmm...

Module 3 - I did this one first because I knew this one the best out of the three modules and I particularly liked this one out of the three. I'm hoping I get good marks (yn).
Conflicting Perspectives: Julius Caesar
The question asked something about how conflicting perspectives offers diverse and some other word... insights.
AND! I read the question properly this time! :D:D It said ATLEAST one related text of your choosing. Huzzahhhhh!

Yup, I'm feeling much happier now than I did on Wednesday :S

I only wrote about 5 pages for each of the other two modules and I was looking at them when I finished and it looks like I barely wrote anything :(
How the hell do people write TWO booklets full for each of their essays and still manage to write the 3 essays in under 2 hours?
Seriously, HOW THE FUCK DOES THAT HAPPEN?
I didn't even get close to finishing a whole booklet in any of my exams.
But then again, I guess maybe their writing's bigger than mine but I was looking at my writing and it's actually quite average/kinda big... maybe 10 words per line?
Man, this makes me sad :(

I wonder when I'll bother to start studying for Ancient and Maths... Hmmm... :S

I really hate this blog layout. It's fucking ugly but I don't have the time to change it. But I promise I will make a new blog layout after my exams.

Ahhh, I don't know if I'm ready to go out into the real world :0

Byebye.

#285 . Bummer .

Wed, 21 Oct 2009 09:57:00 GMT

Yeah, totally bummed out about the English Paper 1 exam today.

Oh btw, paper 1 was pretty good. It wasn't that difficult at all (y) however...

I'm a fucking dickhead for not reading the question properly... it clearly said ONE related text (in section III) but I didn't read that and wrote about TWO because that's the amount that's usually asked.

I can't get over it. How could I be so fucking stupid to ignore it when it was written in capitals? GGGRRRRR!!!

Maybe it might be nice to get more than 4 hours of sleep for once? (sigh)

Biggest disappointment in my life! ... thus far :(

& I was so confident about English and being able to ace this exam!

Erghhh!

Oh, I also left out a question in section I which was worth 3 marks.

FUCKING SIGHHHHHHH!

I haven't started cramming for paper 2 yet and I'm not even in the mood atm to do anything. I'm too fucking devo for being such a douchebag when these exams mean so fucking much... at the moment to me.

LOL.

I seriously feel like giving up on the HSC now because of bumming out in these two exams. I don't remember ever feeling this crappy after doing an exam :( I can't believe that I've burnt out already. Ahhh, fuck! :(:(:(:(

Byebye.

#284 . "Shizzon, it's business time!" .

Tue, 20 Oct 2009 08:10:36 GMT

First HSC exam - Business Studies.

Errr...

I'm sitting here drinking Pepsi trying to wake myself up from the little sleep I got this morning. Not because I'd been chucking an all nighter studying but because I just couldn't fall asleep. My sleeping patterns are all over the place and I don't fall asleep until 2-3AM and don't wake up until 12-1PM. Damn the holidays and staying up late MSN'ing or playing poker on FB and NOT studying!

So I went into my Business Studies exam with about 2-3 hours of sleep, hoping for the best. I was quite confident that I would do well because Business is my forte.

...

I was wrong.

HA!

No, the exam wasn't difficult. There were some questions which I was like 'WTF???!' to but nothing too major until... section III and IV.

After the reading time had finished - I thought the smartest thing would be to highlight and take apart section III and IV while my notes and ideas were still fresh in my memory.

Section I: Multiple choice was alright. There were maybe only 3? questions which I had to put a bit more thought into. That section was finished in about 15 minutes?

Section II: Short answers were alright as well HAHA. Same as Section I... only a few questions really stumped me.

Section III: I took a while on this and still didn't finish my report so I left it and went onto section IV. Section III I thought I did alright... maybe 15/20 at the most... HA =="

Section IV: I chose Q28) because I didn't know anything on the planning cycle so I didn't choose Q27) and yeah, I did terribly on this one HAHA! I couldn't remember the objectives to financial planning and so I made all this bullshit up. Pretty sure my whole exam was just bullshit and probably had nothing to do with Business HAHA (y) Cool beans ==" & I made up my case study because I couldn't think of anything on the spot - good ol' "Wong's Golden Restaurant" (y)(y) HAHA!

I expect... probably a band 4 from this exam. I left my studying to the last minute once again and this was much to my detriment. I will never learn (sigh).

Comparing this years exam to the other years, I'd have to say it was a bit weird? I'm not quite sure what I mean by that but it was definitely different. I don't know if it was more difficult - it's just I didn't remember as much as I would have liked to :S

I came home and took a nap for a few hours because I was so sleep deprived and still am... and now to remembering my essay and narrative for Paper 1 English tomorrow! I think I'll be fine in remembering these two because I've written these so many times so all I need is a little trigger and then BAM! Band 5... perhaps... HAHA (yn) ... I'm speaking way too soon =="

Hey guys, it's my HSC exam period and I'm still cramming a whole years worth of notes, lessons, everything the night before. HAHA, I will NEVER EVER change!

Please don't EVER follow in my footsteps if you desire HSC success because I guarantee you will NOT achieve it.

Byebye.

#283 . You da, you da best! .

Sun, 18 Oct 2009 10:27:58 GMT

How much better is this cover of 'Best I Ever Had' than the Drake version?

The HSC begins in less than 2 days! Sweet fancy Moses!

Byebye.

#282 . ♥♥♥ Heartbreak - Freemasons ft. Sophie Ellis Bexta .

Thu, 15 Oct 2009 13:14:40 GMT

I've been studying, don't you worry. Just for now I'm being a lazy shit and thought I'd blog.

Oi, that Asian guy working at Boost in Livo is cute. HAHA, next time I see him I'm gonna say more than just "Hey, is Ryan working today?" HAHAHA! ;)

Anyway, I've had a bit of an eventful week.

Monday: I finally, properly shopped and scored bargains in almost every store that I bought items from! I got store discounts from Globalize and Mossimo @ Livo Westfields 'coz I was cute ;) HAHAHA. Gold and turquoise? coloured flats from Rubi shoes. Umm... I also bought Clubbersguide, which is the first CD I've bought in about... 6 years? LOL (y). I brought other knick-knacks but I can't remember exactly... and I bought two new hair products :D:D:D:D
Paris Hairdressing is having some sort of sale going on outside Pulp/SUPRE/Best&Less and I bought these products which all together cost me < $20 (y)

♥ FUDGE Skyscraper hairspray - medium hold. ($6.95)

I like this because it smells lovely! I'm a big fan of things and people that smell nice. However, the hold is average. My other hairsprays (Tresemme) have a longer hold than this but that's obviously because this hairspray's a medium hold and the other ones are the strongest holds? LOL my Engrish is bery bad now ==" But at less than $7, I'd still say GO FOR IT! :)

♥ De Lorenzo Rejuven8 The Ends moisturiser. ($11.95, I think it was)

De Lorenzo is definitely a brand to be trusted when looking after your hair. I absolutely, without a doubt recommend you guys to buy this product if you have split ends or have really dry/damaged hair. This baby will leave your hair silky smooth, without frizz. I love products where you can notice the difference in your hair after just one use, and this product definitely lives up to my desires ;)
I've used this on wet hair just before I blow dry and also after straightening. With some hair moisturisers that I've used, they leave your hair smooth and etc. in the beginning but then during the day, your hair still seems to get all knotted and gross. Well, I used this after straightening my hair today before I went out and let me tell you, the weather was extremely windy! but my hair wasn't as knotty and gross at the end of the day when I used this product compared to when I used others, so this baby is a keeper! :)

I've also switched conditioners. I ran out of my Goldwell conditioner which was one of those hair repair ones and I don't recommend you guys to buy that. It doesn't help. Waste of $19.95!
Now I'm using Herbal Essences because I forgot what it was like to use generic shampoos/conditioners. HAHA, I'm such a douche because this conditioner specifically for dry/damaged hair is fucking great! I'm left with much smoother and silkier hair than with the Goldwell one. However, I think this product makes my hair too heavy because I don't get as much volume as I did when I used my Goldwell volumising shampoo with my Goldwell conditioner. Hmm... confused yet? :S
But yeah, Herbal Essences is great (y) and smells fucking great too. Definitely recommend you guys to buy it :D

Tuesday: I just went to Campbelltown library to study with friends. It was a failed day for study but a successful day in socialising (y)

Oh, actually now to come to think of it... my week hasn't actually been that eventful. HAHA, I stayed at home yesterday and studied. Today, sold my Spring Break ticket to my friend for $40, made an $8 loss but ehhh! and then went to Livo library to study a bit :) Ahh, I still think I'm not going to achieve success in the HSC :S

HSC is in less than 5 days. Holy smokes :0

Byebye.

#281 . SHE GOT IT, GOT IT .

Sun, 11 Oct 2009 08:50:38 GMT

Ahhh... Ailing Huang, you're procrastinating once again, are you?
Sure as hell am and I'm also talking to myself...

Well, instead of studying today I've been reading 'Wuthering Heights'. The beginning's a bit slow and confusing so I put it off for a couple of days, but then after chapter 4, it starts getting interesting :)
I can't wait to finish this book and to watch the movie when it comes out. Ed Westick's playing Heathcliff :0 Ahhhh, I love him as Chuck in Gossip Girl. Pretty sure I'm gonna marry him HAHA ^o).
LOL, this has totally pushed the 'haych-ess-see' out of my mind (sigh).
I'm the worst year 12, ever? :0 Probz, aye HAHA!

Oh, and I spent a good hour or more playing poker on FB as well. I was so psyched that I got up to $65k+ HAHA (y).

There haven't been any recent photo updates on this blog because I'm lazy in uploading photos all over the place so I'm just gonna post up links to my FB from Rachel's birthday present hunt which happened last Tuesday.

Part I/II

Part II/II

I'm especially fond of these two photos.
Watching the fog lift from the mountains... omggggg (L)(L)(L) It's beautiful :)

We (I didn't really do anything, more Amelia Cabbage) came up with the idea of having different locations around the local area to put Rachel's birthday presents and leave clues/riddles in an envelope in each destination for her to figure out the next location of her next present? So we had about 7 locations with a couple of presents at each 'station' LOL [to equal up to 18 presents (she turned 18? get the connection, yeah?)] for her to go to and since I'm just a lover of taking photographs (of myself LOL), I took care of the photography. & then afterwards we drove to Bulli beach to have a picnic, went to Rachel's boyfriend's house, Woolworths to buy more junk food/snacks and then went back to Amelia Cabbage's house. We were locked out for half an hour? until Milli climbed through her bedroom window to unlock the front/back doors HAHAHA. That was pretty funny.
It was a great day :)

& that's the only exciting thing that's happened this holiday (n).

Erghh. My good friend, who is also promoting the event, is no longer going to the U18 event Spring Break. I bought my ticket off her and she's not going anymore because of work and so I don't really want to go. The only reason I was going was for her and since she's not attending, I don't want to go anymore.
Anyone interested in buying the ticket off me for $50? HAHA... It's on this Saturday from 12PM - 8PM @ Parramatta Stadium.
I'd rather be studying and if I don't attend and the ticket hasn't been sold; I'm not gonna be happy :(

Being on 'holidays' makes me very unaware of the time and what day of the week it is :S

Byebye.